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Name: erin hagerty
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 9/26/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: sammi. avril lavigne. screaming. loud music. piercings. sticker's. barbells. rings. girls. tattoos. safety pin's. writing. drinking. smoking. cigarettes. newport 100's. weed. sleeping. hating myself. hating that no one ever wants me. the nightmare before christmas. friends i couldn't forget. the color black. kissing. coca-cola. rain. laughing. spikes. hot topic. studs. being in love. black eyeliner. sharpie marker's. ocean city. the boardwalk. the pavillion. night. hoodies. sleeping next to hot girls. waking up next to hot girls. guitars. skateboards. hair dye. pictures. fucking with people's heads. insanity. being anywhere but my house. opinionated people. chinese food. eyes. having fun. stars. green tea. poetry. lyrics. songs. dreaming. licking people's faces. wishing i were somone else. laughing. crying. nights i'll never forget. fantasizing about certain people. hating that i'm not with them. monica.
Expertise: I am an expert on kicking ass. ( jessie curtis wrote that but i do like to kick ass.) i'm really good at being a bitch though.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


Email: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM: Infected Reject
AIM: xXLosingLolitaXx
AIM: iSyMpLyAdOrEyOu


Member Since: 7/14/2004

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

Currently Playing
Under My Skin
By Avril Lavigne
see related
- Fall To Pieces

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. erin

2. er; pronounced air (it's what my mommy calls me:)

3. ginger


THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. InfectedReject
2. ISymplyAdoreYou
3. xXLosingLolitaXx

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Chest.
2. My Lips/Eyes
3. My Piercings.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Weight. Uggh...let's not get into that now.
2. My Annoying Personality.
3. That i'm alone, relationship wise.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. Iriquois
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Nitemares That Seem Real.
2. Death.
3. My Mom's Alcoholism.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Black Eyeliner
2. Chronic.
3. Hair Gel.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My Nightmare Before Christmas Pj's.
2. My Lip Ring.
3. Hair Gel In My Newly Cut, Kick-Ass Hair.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Blink 182
2. Green Day
3. Avril Lavigne

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
2. Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
3. Mockingbird - Eminem

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Acid.
2. Coke.
3. Falling In Love With Someone Who Will Love Me Back.


THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love.
2. Honesty.
3. Hot Intimacy...lol.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. People Return My Phone Calls.
2. I Just Got My Hair Cut And It Looks Good!
3. I Wish The Girl I Love, Loved Me Back.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes.
2. Body.
3. Personality.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Make Everyone Happy.
2. Not Care.
3. Be Attractive.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Learning To Play Guitar.
2. Writing Songs/Poems.
3. Smoking Weed.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Smoke More Weed.
2. Talk To This One Girl...
3. Go Raving At A Hot Club. 

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Lyricist.
2. Musician.
3. Chef.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Ireland
2. Paris/London
3. Germany.

THREE KID'S NAMES: 
1. Rory/Jade
2. Cameron/Zoey
3. Corey/Faith

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Be Happily In Love.
2. Figure out if i'm full on dyke or just bi.
3. Become The Person I'm Trying To Be.

FIVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO FILL OUT THIS SURVEY NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
Everyone Has Doen It.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Got My Hair Cut. Long In The Front, Short and Spikey in The Back. It Looks Hot. Pretty Much It For Today.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Written Back To "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

There's Something To Be Said
For Those Who Walk Alone
Cause In The Land Of Broken Hearts
Only Loneliness Is Known, I Walk Alone

Shelter From the Light
Let Me Sleep Just One More Night
Before You Take This Broken Sight
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

Watch Me Now Just Fall Apart
On The Boulevard Of Broken Hearts
This Is Where It All Starts
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

All This Pain Inside My Head
Check My Heart, I Think I’m Dead
All The Times That I Have Bled
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

The Pain Is Swelling In Her Eyes
She Promised Herself She Wouldn’t Cry
All This Stress And Where It Lies
Hold My Hand Just One More Time, I Walk Alone

Let Her Go, Her Throat Is Bleeding
Check Her Pulse, It’s Not Beating
It’s So Sad To Watch Her Seething
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah,… Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah,

I Walk Alone.

-erin-


Saturday, December 25, 2004

merry christmas to all.

i got so much greatt nightmare before christmas stuff this year.i love it all!! suprisingly though, i don't own the movie?!!?

so anyways, i got a cell phone!!! hit it up!!! the number is: (609) 816-2083.

so, dave, this guy who's one of my good friends (he lives with us now) came to my aunt's house with my family for christmas and we were doing shots of Jack Daniels with the family. it was great!!! lol. i did like 4 and we smoked before we went too. ah, life is great.

so that's about it. christmas was good and i hope it was for all of my friends too.

btw, i left a messge on your cell, rosanna. please, call me back. we need to chill really soon.

anyway, i love you all. merry fucking christmas!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

the cops were called to remove my mom.

the didn't.

they choked me.

they hit my siter

i bugged out.

no one hits my sister.

they arrested both of us.

now i'm home.

we're both being charged with "Disorderly Conduct."

yes, because WE were the one's being disorderly.

...ha...

no one cares anyway.

-criminal mastermind-


Sunday, December 12, 2004

Currently Playing
200 Km/H in the Wrong Lane
By T.A.T.U.
see related
- Not Gonna Get Us / How Soon Is Now

“Borrowed” From Rosanna and Roland…

I am not: The kind of girl people fall for.
I love: Girls, Avril Lavigne, and Coca-Cola.
I hate: Liars, people who are fake, and awkward silence.
I fear: Dying alone.
I hope: To be something better than I am now.
I hear: T.a.t.u – Not Gonna Get Us.
I crave: Buffalo wings w/ blue cheese dressing.
I regret: Everything I say or do because I always feel like an ass afterwards.
I cry: When there’s nothing else I can do.
I hurt: All the time.
I care:  About everything.
I always: Swear like a sailor.
I long to: Become a rockstar.
I write: Poems, songs, and I started writing a book.
I (am learning to) play: Guitar.
I search: For meaning in everything and everyone.
I learn: That I bleed for other’s but no one bleeds for me.
I feel: Like I’m broken.
I say: Whatever’s on my mind.
I sleep: To dream.
I give: Everything I have.

-------------------------------------------------------------------

“…You never really took the time to listen
My head is drowning under these conditions
Now we’re sitting here and I’m delirious
I try to tell you but you never think I’m serious

And I guess I was never your concern
But through all this I’ve somehow learned
I’ll always fall and you’ll crush my dreams
I bite my tongue but words are busting at the seams

So let the mirror fall to pieces
There’s too much shit and I don’t need this
Broken pencil’s and crumpled paper
She thinks I’m wrong and my words can’t save her…”

[]Deace...niggas. -erin-


Friday, December 10, 2004

Currently Playing
Let Go
By Avril Lavigne
see related
- Things I'll Never Say / Naked -

jesus christ. some shit went down tonite. it was horrible...

(I'm just gonna write about the main event cause not much before it is important.)

Me and my sister, Caite, were sitting on the washers in the laundry room in my building.

All of the sudden Sean Cannon and two of his boys come walking in and start rolling 2 blunts. I was already toasted at this point so i didn't need to smoke anymore. They put the blunts in their pockets and out of no where 9 cops kick in the door, throw us into walls and washers and start cursing at us. 

I had my friends resinated bowl and a nick of haze on me so i thought i was fucked...but Erin is much slicker than you'd think. I had my sister get in front of me so i dropped the nick behind the washer and slid the bowl up my hoodie sleeve.

He ripped all the shit out of mine and my sisters pockets and i started shaking and crying cause i had an anxiety/panic attack cause of the way he was cursing and screaming at me.

I said i wanted a female officer and if you request one, they can't legally search you. All nine of those cops were males and the one officer who threw Sean into the wall and searched him said, "No, you can't have a fucking female officer! Do you see one here?! Then you're not fucking getting one!" I was freaking out and finally they let us go but Sean and his friends got caught with weed so they're in BIG trouble. Sucks for them...

:::sigh:::

i'm so drained. []Deace...

-erin-



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Name: erin
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 9/26/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: sammi. avril lavigne. screaming. loud music. piercings. sticker's. barbells. rings. girls. tattoos. safety pin's. writing. drinking. smoking. cigarettes. newport 100's. weed. sleeping. hating myself. hating that no one ever wants me. the nightmare before christmas. friends i couldn't forget. the color black. kissing. coca-cola. rain. laughing. spikes. hot topic. studs. being in love. black eyeliner. sharpie marker's. ocean city. the boardwalk. the pavillion. night. hoodies. sleeping next to hot girls. waking up next to hot girls. guitars. skateboards. hair dye. pictures. fucking with people's heads. insanity. being anywhere but my house. opinionated people. chinese food. eyes. having fun. stars. green tea. poetry. lyrics. songs. dreaming. licking people's faces. wishing i were somone else. laughing. crying. nights i'll never forget. fantasizing about certain people. hating that i'm not with them. monica.
Expertise: I am an expert on kicking ass. ( jessie curtis wrote that but i do like to kick ass.) i'm really good at being a bitch though.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM: Infected Reject
AIM: xXLosingLolitaXx
AIM: iSyMpLyAdOrEyOu


Member Since: 7/14/2004

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

Currently Playing
Under My Skin
By Avril Lavigne
see related
- Fall To Pieces

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. erin

2. er; pronounced air (it's what my mommy calls me:)

3. ginger


THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. InfectedReject
2. ISymplyAdoreYou
3. xXLosingLolitaXx

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Chest.
2. My Lips/Eyes
3. My Piercings.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Weight. Uggh...let's not get into that now.
2. My Annoying Personality.
3. That i'm alone, relationship wise.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. Iriquois
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Nitemares That Seem Real.
2. Death.
3. My Mom's Alcoholism.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Black Eyeliner
2. Chronic.
3. Hair Gel.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My Nightmare Before Christmas Pj's.
2. My Lip Ring.
3. Hair Gel In My Newly Cut, Kick-Ass Hair.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Blink 182
2. Green Day
3. Avril Lavigne

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
2. Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
3. Mockingbird - Eminem

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Acid.
2. Coke.
3. Falling In Love With Someone Who Will Love Me Back.


THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love.
2. Honesty.
3. Hot Intimacy...lol.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. People Return My Phone Calls.
2. I Just Got My Hair Cut And It Looks Good!
3. I Wish The Girl I Love, Loved Me Back.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes.
2. Body.
3. Personality.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Make Everyone Happy.
2. Not Care.
3. Be Attractive.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Learning To Play Guitar.
2. Writing Songs/Poems.
3. Smoking Weed.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Smoke More Weed.
2. Talk To This One Girl...
3. Go Raving At A Hot Club. 

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Lyricist.
2. Musician.
3. Chef.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Ireland
2. Paris/London
3. Germany.

THREE KID'S NAMES: 
1. Rory/Jade
2. Cameron/Zoey
3. Corey/Faith

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Be Happily In Love.
2. Figure out if i'm full on dyke or just bi.
3. Become The Person I'm Trying To Be.

FIVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO FILL OUT THIS SURVEY NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
Everyone Has Doen It.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Got My Hair Cut. Long In The Front, Short and Spikey in The Back. It Looks Hot. Pretty Much It For Today.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Written Back To "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

There's Something To Be Said
For Those Who Walk Alone
Cause In The Land Of Broken Hearts
Only Loneliness Is Known, I Walk Alone

Shelter From the Light
Let Me Sleep Just One More Night
Before You Take This Broken Sight
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

Watch Me Now Just Fall Apart
On The Boulevard Of Broken Hearts
This Is Where It All Starts
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

All This Pain Inside My Head
Check My Heart, I Think I’m Dead
All The Times That I Have Bled
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

The Pain Is Swelling In Her Eyes
She Promised Herself She Wouldn’t Cry
All This Stress And Where It Lies
Hold My Hand Just One More Time, I Walk Alone

Let Her Go, Her Throat Is Bleeding
Check Her Pulse, It’s Not Beating
It’s So Sad To Watch Her Seething
I Walk Alone, I Walk Alone

Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah,… Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah,

I Walk Alone.

-erin-


Saturday, December 25, 2004

merry christmas to all.

i got so much greatt nightmare before christmas stuff this year.i love it all!! suprisingly though, i don't own the movie?!!?

so anyways, i got a cell phone!!! hit it up!!! the number is: (609) 816-2083.

so, dave, this guy who's one of my good friends (he lives with us now) came to my aunt's house with my family for christmas and we were doing shots of Jack Daniels with the family. it was great!!! lol. i did like 4 and we smoked before we went too. ah, life is great.

so that's about it. christmas was good and i hope it was for all of my friends too.

btw, i left a messge on your cell, rosanna. please, call me back. we need to chill really soon.

anyway, i love you all. merry fucking christmas!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

the cops were called to remove my mom.

the didn't.

they choked me.

they hit my siter

i bugged out.

no one hits my sister.

they arrested both of us.

now i'm home.

we're both being charged with "Disorderly Conduct."

yes, because WE were the one's being disorderly.

...ha...

no one cares anyway.

-criminal mastermind-


Sunday, December 12, 2004

Currently Playing
200 Km/H in the Wrong Lane
By T.A.T.U.
see related
- Not Gonna Get Us / How Soon Is Now

“Borrowed” From Rosanna and Roland…

I am not: The kind of girl people fall for.
I love: Girls, Avril Lavigne, and Coca-Cola.
I hate: Liars, people who are fake, and awkward silence.
I fear: Dying alone.
I hope: To be something better than I am now.
I hear: T.a.t.u – Not Gonna Get Us.
I crave: Buffalo wings w/ blue cheese dressing.
I regret: Everything I say or do because I always feel like an ass afterwards.
I cry: When there’s nothing else I can do.
I hurt: All the time.
I care:  About everything.
I always: Swear like a sailor.
I long to: Become a rockstar.
I write: Poems, songs, and I started writing a book.
I (am learning to) play: Guitar.
I search: For meaning in everything and everyone.
I learn: That I bleed for other’s but no one bleeds for me.
I feel: Like I’m broken.
I say: Whatever’s on my mind.
I sleep: To dream.
I give: Everything I have.

-------------------------------------------------------------------

“…You never really took the time to listen
My head is drowning under these conditions
Now we’re sitting here and I’m delirious
I try to tell you but you never think I’m serious

And I guess I was never your concern
But through all this I’ve somehow learned
I’ll always fall and you’ll crush my dreams
I bite my tongue but words are busting at the seams

So let the mirror fall to pieces
There’s too much shit and I don’t need this
Broken pencil’s and crumpled paper
She thinks I’m wrong and my words can’t save her…”

[]Deace...niggas. -erin-


Friday, December 10, 2004

Currently Playing
Let Go
By Avril Lavigne
see related
- Things I'll Never Say / Naked -

jesus christ. some shit went down tonite. it was horrible...

(I'm just gonna write about the main event cause not much before it is important.)

Me and my sister, Caite, were sitting on the washers in the laundry room in my building.

All of the sudden Sean Cannon and two of his boys come walking in and start rolling 2 blunts. I was already toasted at this point so i didn't need to smoke anymore. They put the blunts in their pockets and out of no where 9 cops kick in the door, throw us into walls and washers and start cursing at us. 

I had my friends resinated bowl and a nick of haze on me so i thought i was fucked...but Erin is much slicker than you'd think. I had my sister get in front of me so i dropped the nick behind the washer and slid the bowl up my hoodie sleeve.

He ripped all the shit out of mine and my sisters pockets and i started shaking and crying cause i had an anxiety/panic attack cause of the way he was cursing and screaming at me.

I said i wanted a female officer and if you request one, they can't legally search you. All nine of those cops were males and the one officer who threw Sean into the wall and searched him said, "No, you can't have a fucking female officer! Do you see one here?! Then you're not fucking getting one!" I was freaking out and finally they let us go but Sean and his friends got caught with weed so they're in BIG trouble. Sucks for them...

:::sigh:::

i'm so drained. []Deace...

-erin-



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